i still have that picture, too. that was a long time ago. more than 2 years ago. we were kids.

It doesn't really matter what i see if it doesn't feel the same. i said it once... "it stopped hurting when i couldn't feel you anymore." and now is not the time to get into explaining things.

i had so many losses so close together that it made me alter my outlook on things just a tad. and now i'm almost insanely content with where i'm at and what i'm doing. i've got goals. and i've got plans. and i'm not waiting anymore, i gave up a long time ago.

*sigh* i remember that conversation, too. does that even sound like us? crazy