i've always thought it would be the greatest thing in the world if a "boyfriend" sang to me, or... even better... wrote a song FOR me. i'd like to find a guy that talented. someone that cared about me enough to do that. maybe that's why i'm so attracted to guys in bands or ones that just like to play. i couldn't be with someone who didn't enjoy music as much as i do. we'd have nothing to share.

sometimes i look at guys like they're puzzle pieces... i'm sort of superficial that way. not that they're appearance is everything, but in a sense of whether or not they fit my mold for the ideal guy. i haven't become so weird about it that i've made a list, but i know what i like. and sometimes... no matter what... certain people just won't fit the mold. ever.(period) that sounds kinda mean, doesn't it? oh well... i'm a bitch sometimes.

i like talking to people online, too. gives you a chance to get to know what kind of personality they have. without their face/figure playing too much of a role. unless you meet them from hot or not. haha! you know you've found someone who's not horrid when you get past 3-5 questions without them asking about your sex life or your measurements. *i hate that* and you know you've found someone really special when you can "chat" for hours upon hours and not get bored, or if you feel sad when they have to leave, or if you take more than 5 minutes saying goodbye/goodnight.

*sigh*

there will come a day when all of my silly ideals will either be cast aside or realised in someone. in some body. i can't wait. can't wait to meet him.