<<::conversation between a Dork and another Dork::>>
Oct. 27, 2003::4:05 a.m.

Dork says:

hello?

Star Dweller says:

hello

Dork says:

back

Star Dweller says:

did u miss me?

Dork says:

yep thought about you the whole time

Star Dweller says:

really? aww

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Dork says:

I think something is wrong with me

Star Dweller says:

why?

Dork says:

I am super tired in the morning and can't sleep at night

Dork says:

every day

Star Dweller says:

same here

Star Dweller says:

i can't sleep at night

Star Dweller says:

but the day, i'm so drowsy

Dork says:

me too

Dork says:

must be the planets or something

Dork says:

till like 5pm

Star Dweller says:

yeah

Star Dweller says:

weird

Dork says:

sucks

Star Dweller says:

yeah it does

Dork says:

i WAS LATE FOR WORK TODAY

Dork says:

oops

Star Dweller says:

no way

Dork says:

yeah

Dork says:

sucked

Star Dweller says:

why?

Star Dweller says:

sleeping?

Dork says:

I woke up got dressed

Dork says:

then fell asleep on the couch

Star Dweller says:

i almost did that today.

Star Dweller says:

i was awake by 6:30 so i got ready and took a long shower and layed down and almost didn't wake up in time for class

Dork says:

yeah

Dork says:

what the hell

Star Dweller says:

i dunno

Star Dweller says:

the weather? maybe?

Dork says:

but you're there and I'm here

Star Dweller says:

yeah

Star Dweller says:

hmm

Star Dweller says:

maybe it's a lily/winnie thing

Dork says:

must be

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Star Dweller says:

hehe

Dork says:

I need a band

Star Dweller says:

me, too

Dork says:

or acoustic or something

Star Dweller says:

hmm

Dork says:

I'm musically frustrated

Star Dweller says:

i'm sexually frustrated

Star Dweller says:

oops

Dork says:

well me too but I don't care as much about that one

Star Dweller says:

hmm

Star Dweller says:

well maybe we can assist each other...

Dork says:

don't forget

Dork says:

we live like 3000 miles away

Star Dweller says:

i know

Dork says:

its pretty hard

Star Dweller says:

how could i forget?

Star Dweller says:

you've got to be more optomistic

Dork says:

well I am normally

Dork says:

in optimistic situations

Star Dweller says:

i'm just a silly romantic idealist

Dork says:

me too

Dork says:

I don't know if other people get it? you know what I mean

Star Dweller says:

i do

Dork says:

I don't mean I do this all the time but

Star Dweller says:

but what?

Dork says:

I can get anyone to like me alot

Dork says:

you know what I mean

Star Dweller says:

by projecting a certain side of you

Star Dweller says:

right?

Dork says:

not intentionally

Dork says:

it just happens

Star Dweller says:

yeah

Dork says:

or maybe I am just a nice guy

Star Dweller says:

i'd like to believe the last part

Dork says:

ME TOO

Star Dweller says:

cuz i think that's who u really are

Star Dweller says:

but i'm open to you proving me wrong, too

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Star Dweller says:

i was about to go on a ramble

Star Dweller says:

but the words got mashed like potatos

Dork says:

well ramble anyway

Star Dweller says:

alright

Star Dweller says:

if you asked me the oddest questions imaginable to you, i would have no problem answering them

Star Dweller says:

and strikes me as somewhat strange

Star Dweller says:

cuz i'm usually the one inquiring or listening

Star Dweller says:

but i don't ask lots of questions

Star Dweller says:

unless i really want to know

Dork says:

ditto

Star Dweller says:

and i don't remember the first words i wrote you or vice versa

Star Dweller says:

but in my mind... there is always a reason behind everything

Star Dweller says:

and questions to be answered

Dork says:

well yeah

Dork says:

wow you kick ass

Star Dweller says:

why did u say that?

Dork says:

well have you ever met wisconsin girls?

Star Dweller says:

one

Dork says:

that should be all I have to say

Star Dweller says:

haha

Dork says:

I am just saying you're alot cooler then most

Star Dweller says:

well i thank those who are less kool for making me look good

Star Dweller says:

Dork says:

lol

Dork says:

so what were you getting at before I interupted?

Star Dweller says:

oh

Star Dweller says:

um...

Star Dweller says:

being the romantic idealist that i am, and believing that all things under the sun are possible, i never lost the idea or prospect of meeting you even though ur so many miles away

Star Dweller says:

things like distance have never mattered to me

Star Dweller says:

and maybe i'm just crazy

Star Dweller says:

and people will talk about me when i do the things i always said i would do

Dork says:

nope you aren't

Star Dweller says:

but i don't give a damn

Star Dweller says:

and some day we'll meet.

Dork says:

yep

Dork says:

that's a better way to live

Star Dweller says:

i just can't live with that nagging feeling of what if

Star Dweller says:

i need answers

Dork says:

good point I never really thought about it like that

Star Dweller says:

yeah

Star Dweller says:

i ramble... sor re

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Dork says:

you really interest me

Star Dweller says:

hehe

Star Dweller says:

<- giddy again

Dork says:

Woo!

Star Dweller says:

i think that is the best thing someone could say

Star Dweller says:

not woo

Dork says:

yeah

Star Dweller says:

i've known you since 2000, right?

Dork says:

yeah later 2000

Star Dweller says:

see... i've known u for 3 years... and i can still talk to you for hours.

Star Dweller says:

i think htat's amazing

Dork says:

yeah that is

Dork says:

that's my problem here, no girls here are cool

Dork says:

interesting

Dork says:

funny

Dork says:

well the ones that like me anyway

Star Dweller says:

it's your fault... u were born so far away

Dork says:

hey hey hey

Dork says:

you were born too far away

Star Dweller says:

hah

Star Dweller says:

but ur older

Star Dweller says:

so yeah.. i guess it is my fault

Dork says:

oh well

Dork says:

not that much older

Star Dweller says:

yeah

Dork says:

you know what else is funny

Star Dweller says:

hmm?

Dork says:

Sometimes I mention you to my freinds like oh I KNOW this girl that lives in AZ.

Dork says:

they are like how do you know

Dork says:

for sure?

Star Dweller says:

haha

Dork says:

they don't get it

Star Dweller says:

cuz u have som'm postmarked from here

Star Dweller says:

haha

Dork says:

yeah

Star Dweller says:

yeah... the girls know you as Josh from Wisconsin

Dork says:

I mean sure I don't know if you are who you are for sure......but I don't care

Dork says:

not something to worry aboot

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Star Dweller says:

so move to a coastal city

Star Dweller says:

um...

Star Dweller says:

alright

Star Dweller says:

i'd rather not spout out cheesy lines that fill my head

Dork says:

?

Star Dweller says:

yeah

Dork says:

coastal city?

Star Dweller says:

i meant san diego

Dork says:

I need snow

Dork says:

not alot but some

Star Dweller says:

that's what mountains are for

Star Dweller says:

duh!

Dork says:

can you live on a mountain?

Star Dweller says:

in the summer

Dork says:

well see that doesn't work

Star Dweller says:

i don't do well in the cold

Dork says:

I don't do well in the heat

Star Dweller says:

i'm a tropical person,i suppose

Star Dweller says:

san diego is hardly hot

Dork says:

either is canada

Star Dweller says:

oh alright

Dork says:

lol

Dork says:

I'm just being an ass

Dork says:

you know its funny

Star Dweller says:

ha ha ha

Dork says:

I'm pretty sarcastic in real life

Star Dweller says:

me, too

Dork says:

but its hard to do that on here

Star Dweller says:

i know

Dork says:

I kinda wish I was more like this

Star Dweller says:

can't hear the tone

Dork says:

yeah

Star Dweller says:

like what?

Dork says:

like not as sarcastic

Dork says:

I mean I am me on here and in real life, but circumstances

Star Dweller says:

yeah

Star Dweller says:

i could never be this articulate in person

Dork says:

its weird, like my brain has time to think

Star Dweller says:

yeah

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Dork says:

its so cheesy to say cool sometimes

Star Dweller says:

yeah

Star Dweller says:

i know

Dork says:

oh well

Star Dweller says:

kool

Star Dweller says:

haha

Dork says:

oh yeah if you are ever in WI there's a place for you to stay

Star Dweller says:

oh yeah?

Dork says:

now that I fianlly have a ...pl.a..ce

Star Dweller says:

oh yeah

Star Dweller says:

i forgot

Star Dweller says:

how's that working out?

Dork says:

great

Dork says:

no problems so far

Star Dweller says:

right on

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