It's alright. With the question marks in all the wrong places. And i want to be on E! True Hollywood Story some day. I want to be that famous. That would be so kool. And Merri and Jess and Crystal would be on there talking about how i was such a nerd. And all these guys come out of nowhere talking about my past. So naturally i'd have to kill them. Hahahaha

Be Adament. Believe. Let your mind tell your heart that it will be alright in the end. How can you do that to yourself??!!?!? How can you live such a horrid lie?!?!? Does your own happiness mean nothing to you? Be that girl who makes his heart bleed. Tell him you're sor re. Never change your life for him!!! Never be that person!!! NEVER!

Make this your sparkling paradise. So sweet and lovely. And i'll leave this as a memento for you. So just put it in a box and give it a name. Tuck it away in a dark place. And look upon it when you remember... remember that you loved me.

*sniffs as the warm tear traces a line to her chin*