******* my birthday weekend is officially over*******

it's been a while since i've updated.

~~~~ quick recap ~~~~

i worked and bought crap the week of march 17th.

now let me tell you about the weekend...

let's start with my birthday-

the 21st...Omar called, Amber called, Sarah and Jess called. my Mom and Dad sang to me before they went to work. i went to the bank for weekend money. me and the family went to Olive Garden for dinner. later that night, we all went to scottsdale drive-in. (me, merri, crystal, jess, scianna and Mike) crystal had like 3 beers, she was so wasted! it was funny! mike had like 4, but he was kool. we went to Denny's and Crystal was making us laugh the whole time. Everyone came to the house to chill. the girls were online while we were talking on the futon. ahh... fun times.

Sat the 22nd was the party. i woke up all early to save the stupid tables at the park. everything was fine. Mike woke up late so he didn't get to meet the family. oh well. We picked him up before Laser Quest. that was pretty fun. we went to shoot pool at the Break, too. i scratched so much that night. i sucked. and of course we went to Denny's later that night.

i had to work Sunday, the 23rd. i almost got out of a double, they let me off early cuz i had a "stain" in a not so kool place. so yeah... ewwww.

then, monday the 24th. We went to Tucson for the Used with Coheed and Cambria. that show was fucking rad. the drive sucked. but as far as road trips go, it wasn't bad. only and hour and a half.

and today, i called into work and Erika yelled at me. so i slept. that's it.

i hope that is good enough for now.

~~~ oh... wait... i just want to rant for a little while. well... reading old emails pisses me off. i start to realize that no one keeps their promises and everyone is a liar! the world is a fucking vampire. taking you bit by bit and sucking the life out of you. are there any people out there that don't want to make you cry? are some people put on this earth to cuddle, too? fuck... i don't know anymore! if anyone wants to answer mu questions... feel free! i need help, but i won't accept it.