A while ago, i posted an entry...this entry was not written by me. i liked the general idea of what it said and copied and pasted it and paraphrased most of it. i made it seem to pertain to my life. for those who know my writing style and how i speak...it was quite obvious that i didn't write most of it. so i don't know why feathers got ruffled. anywise...here's the part that i liked...

"to paraphrase it all...

i want someone who i can call anytime. i want someone to take to concerts with me. i want someone to kiss. i want someone to do silly little romantic things with. i want someone to challenge me. i want someone to aggrevate me. someone to daydream about. someone whos gorgeous. someone whos intelligent. someone to cuddle with. someone to turn me on.

then there's part of me saying 'what the hell- you're 19 yrs old. have fun while you can.' and it's really hard to not listen to that part.

i took a better path not too long ago."

and i think i'm better. and feel better that i spoke what has been on my mind for a long long time. sometimes i am selfish...but i'm always giving.