dreams come true kids!!!!!

people do get what they want sometimes. i'm going to NYC. and my whole world is being rebuilt from ruins. let's start over, again. let's pretend no ever broke my heart. let's pretend that is sweet. let us all close our eyes and imagine the cloudy sky is not gray and full of worry.

oh how i'd love to live in such a world. and maybe... real soon.... i can. maybe i, too, can find happiness not from a pill. all i have to say is... "I was nothing but wonderful. I was everything sweet and nice. I am just too good for you. Deal with it!"
and for those who know who i'm talking to... kudos.

I've totally been dreaming of this one certain day. I don't talk about it... at all! It's one of those things that if you talk about it, you think it won't happen. So i'm keeping my big mouth closed. Letting the dream run wild in my head. and i'm so excited. I think I might just cry!

dreams do come true. believe me.